Well, for better or worse, 2014 is upon us. 2013 has come and gone and will never come this way again. Now is about when some people are starting to regret the kisses at midnight and the hastily made resolutions. Of course, I too am swept up in the enthusiasm of facing a new year. Maybe it was the whole waking up to the first snow of the new year. Everything looked clean and white and new and fresh and possible. So, here’s a few goals I’ve got for myself as I start down the road of 2014…
-Lose the weight. This one is starting to make me sound like a broken record. I know it needs to be lost, and I need to keep going and being serious about it for more than a month.
-Eat less fast food. Fast food has definitely become an escape method for me. Let’s see, the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem, right? Okay, well I’ve admitted it, now to put into practice avoiding it.
-Read more and revamp book blog. The discovery of Skyrim and the availability of Facebook have definitely interfered with my reading habit. I’m a free-ish, single woman. I should be reading.
-Speaking of Facebook…Neil Gaiman beat me to the punch last night when he posted that he’s going to be on Facebook less, and going to be blogging more. I’ve been wasting far too much time on Facebook, and it’s really been bothering me over the last year. Up until this last month it hasn’t really bothered me enough to do something about it, but I’m now to the point that I’m not giving it up, but I’m going to try to be on it quite a bit less.
-Spend more time writing. First off, I want to update this blog on a more regular basis (and the book blog), but I also want to get more serious about writing in general. I’ve got several very good ideas, but I’ve been too scared to write them down, too scared of what others might think of me if they knew what I had written.
-Dealing with fear. I tend to let fear control my life, which is apparently a bad thing. Mostly, I fear what other people think of me and my decisions. Then when I know someone’s disappointed I spend way too much time beating myself up over it. I’m going to try very hard to stop living in fear and especially try to stop beating myself up constantly for every time I think I’ve screwed up somehow.
Happy 2014! Make it a good one!