Well, I did it. It was hard. I started losing it when I said good-bye to my cats this morning, and then it was all I could do to not fall apart when I said good-bye to my parents. I don’t think people with siblings understand how hard and scary it is to leave your parents when they and you are the closest family each other has. It’s especially hard leaving knowing how much havoc it wrecks on mom’s health. I wish they’d develop teleportation units and make them available for everyone so I could go home whenever I want.
I survived the 500 mile drive, and had some amazing help getting all my stuff up to my room. I felt like I brought a lot, and when the van was being unloaded it certainly looked like I did. However, once I started unpacking, it looked a little less like I’d brought everything and the kitchen sink. Now I’m sitting in my room that’s 3/4’s unpacked. I’m really tired, but I’m also loving my room. It occurred to me tonight, that while this isn’t the first time I’ve been in my own room in a dorm, it’s the first time I intentionally set out to get one. Always in the past I’ve been open to sharing the room with someone, but after last the fiasco known as last year, I was determined to be on my own this year. I’ve got a fridge and television (that’s actually my computer monitor). This year marks a turning point. I’m kind of on my own. Does that mean I’m growing up? Well, let’s not jump to conclusions quite yet, but there are certainly changes in my life and brain that are making me feel that I’m truly beginning to move on from being stuck in high school.
Overall, I’m pleased with the room. It’s quite spacious, and has loads of shelve and closet space. The only slightly irritating thing is that the outlet that I wanted to plug my fridge into doesn’t accept three pronged plugs. Due to the set up of the room, it’s the most ideal place for the fridge, so I think I’ll be venturing to Walmart tomorrow to seek out an extension cord.
I’m really, really glad I’ve got an overabundance of fans. This dorm has a wonderful heating system (something important in ND), but there’s no air conditioning. It does get warm in ND (really, I’m not making this up), and the fact that some people’s heaters are broken and won’t shut off adds to the general heat of the building.
I’m slightly weirded out by the fact that I can hear people walking above me. It’s been many years since I last lived anywhere other than the top floor of a building. This dorm is pretty solidly built, so I’m not hearing much walking (either that, or people are just not around), but it still kinda makes me jump when I hear someone walking on my ceiling.
All in all I’m excited and very tired. Sure, I’ve got a few things I need to get, but overall it’s shaping up to be a good year.